Another year gone, and what a year it has been. Ups and downs. Good times and bad. Trying to sit here and re-cap all of the things I have learned / experienced this year would be near impossible for me to do.
I graduated college. I came to terms with my CP. I moved to Vegas. These are just some of the things that have defined 2011 for me. There were certainly more moments that should be mentioned here, but there would be too many to list. They always say that a new year brings a fresh start, a clean slate, a chance to make this upcoming year better then the one before it. I plan to do that. Sprinkled in with all of these good moments were also those that had a strong impact on my life. Most notably the time period in February when my life seemed to be in pieces. I felt as though I was going to lose everything. When something like that happens it forces you to take a look at yourself and make some changes. We all have those life changing moments that we either take advantage of, or we let them slip away. I’d like to think that I was able to take advantage of those chances to better myself this year. Even now, there are still some things that I need to work on, but overall 2011 was a year of positive change, moving forward and growing up.
I am not perfect. I never have been. There are moments this year that I wish I could take back. That I wish I could go back and handle differently. Even as recently as yesterday. We all have moments where we lose sight of things for just a second, only to have to be told “Hey, everything is alright”. We get clouded with our own thoughts and forget just how good things really are. It happens. We’re human. I know that I’ve done some things that were childish. I know that I have made situations more difficult for certain people in my life. I know that there have been moments where I have acted out of jealousy. All I can say, for all of those moments however few or many there were this year, is I am sorry. I never meant for those moments to get in the way of us. To let those moments cast doubt. To have those moments cause sadness and pain. Through all of those moments you stood by me, we stood by each other and here we are going into 2012 together. I know this year has not been perfect, but I promise to make the best of this upcoming year and hopefully grow closer and learn new things about each other and continue to build our lives together. I know I say this a lot, but I love you. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for everything you have given me and taught me this year.
Happy New Year to all. They say 2012 is the end of the world. If that is the case, I say lets go out with a bang.
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